Forever Island

Update

2012-01-11T14:55:00.000-09:00

Its been a long time sense I have posted. To catch you up. There was a loose in my family. It was my grandmother that was living with us. I fount her in my room. I stood there for a moment waiting to see her back move to show she was breathing, cause she had landed face down. I saw nothing, I ran and got my mother and informed her of my findings. I then got my father. She had only been dead for about an hour or so. Most people who find me more greif striken of my findings. I'm not, I'm not even sad. That sounds horrible, I know. I'm not cause I know where she is and how much happier she is. I feel bad for my mother, she is restless. She is damaged and she seems so sad. I guess in her posision I would do the same. Other than that, I am going out for Junior Clinic. I have memoriesed my scales. I've praticed my prepared peices, been getting ready for sight reading music. First look at the key signature, then the time signature. Then look for any switches in either. I have to go to a town an hour away. Hopefully prepared.

Poem that Nan would have liked

2012-01-08T21:00:00.002-09:00

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.

Merry Christmas

2011-12-24T16:25:00.000-09:00

Tonight is Christmas Eve. We opened presents. I got books,make up, and lotion. It is awesome. My niece went crazy. My cousin and aunt did my make up and hair. It was awesome. Tired, going to sleep.

Fount they brother

2011-12-22T15:45:00.000-09:00

Here with my brother. I am already having fun with my niece. She is so sweet. Its great. We are about to have dinner soon. My brother is having troble with the chicken. Its funny. He says we are going to have alot of fun. It sounds like it. This time of the year is awesome. Life is beutiful and I have discovered that often. The more I live the more hard ship I indure, but also the great beuty will be hold the earth. Sweet dreams to all and love,laughter, and safe travels this holiday season.

Brother, where art tho?

2011-12-22T13:59:00.000-09:00

Its the Thursday before Christmas. I am spend the night with my brother. I am excited. Its going to be great. I have been making all my presents. I finished all of them. The purse turned out very well. It is gourgous. Right now I am spending time with my grandfather. I can't wait til Christmas. I can't wait for everyone to open the presents. It will be great. I get to spend time with those who I do not most of the time. I love this time of the seasons. My favorite holiday is New Years. Bye-bye, brother should be here soon.

Its Begining To Look A Lot Like Christmas

2011-12-11T17:06:00.000-09:00

Today I got my first Christmas present. I got a laptop. Its great its awesome. I'm using it right now. Its really great. Better than I wanted. Its awesome. Can't wait til I find somthing big to use it for. So awesome. I will use this for years. LOVE IT!!!!! Hope it never dies. Knowing me it will. I hope everything goes ok at the concerts tomorrow. I got a wireless mouse and keyboard. Also a laptop case. I have concerts Tuesday and Thursday. The singers are going to be with us. They all keep acting like they are singing along with us, but we would have to play very soft and they have to play very loud. I wish there teacher would stop planting this stupied thought into thier heads. I don't care if they read this, I tried to tell them. So whatever. Hopefully getting a new phone on my birthday. I am so lucky, I thank God for what he has graced me with. I hope the world could feel this good. I hope God with bless the less fortunet. I wish the world luck in everything they try and will do.

The overwelming place we call school

2011-12-09T16:35:00.001-09:00

Sunday, Tuesday, and Thursday I have band concerts. I slept a wrong way, and hurt my side. Now from holding my arm up for a while andhaving it down for less time I think has pulled a muscle. Ugh.

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ANOTHER ONE!

2011-12-05T17:44:00.000-09:00

I have another clinic coming up soon. It is going to be more difficult. I have to do B flat,A flat, F, D flat, C, E flat, G, and Cromatic. I might fail. I probly won't get in, but I'm going to give it my best shot. I might not get all my presents done before Christmas. Its going to take a lot of hard work. Tomorrow is the 1 year annerversery. 1 year without the woman who has made my life the best it could have been.

Long Day

2011-11-30T17:01:00.001-09:00

Today has not been my favorite day. We got Lucy. Not much done. Little post.

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The 6 Months Blanket

2011-11-27T08:59:00.001-09:00

The blanlet I am working on

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Scarves, Purses, and a Blanket

2011-11-26T13:28:00.000-09:00

SO MUCH YARN!!!!!! I am making Cristmans presents today. I must make 2 scarves, 2 purses, and 1 blanket. Done with one purse and scarf. Almost done with the blanket. Barly started the other scarf and purse. Needed a break so I got on the computer. Needed to update this. Relaxing for a bit. I have to many colors of yarn. I was looking for a new pattern through Bing. I fount another blog on here called "My Yarn Addiction." Now I know I'm not the only one. I need a new color of orange for one of the purses. I am looking at the Caron Simply Soft Mango. I had to use the Caron Simply Soft Melon. Mango is lighter and goes with the colors I am using for the purse. Yep, its offical, I have an addiction. I got the idea for a flower to put on the bag. That is why I need the Mango. I got it from one of my favorite shows. Knit and Crochet Today is where I got it. For the blog and website for the show I will have links if you want to check them out.
Blog:http://www.myyarnaddiction.blogspot.com
Show:http://www.knitandcrochettoday.com

The Clinic of 12 hours and 5 songs

2011-11-20T07:12:00.001-09:00

I was so busy with clinic that I forgot to update. I got out of school early Friday. Got there and went straight to tryouts. There was 15 flutes I only knew 3 of them. Two from the other school that my band teacher teaches at and one I know from Girls Inc.. I felt the judging was unfair. The person who was judging has some of the players as students. Those students for better chairs. The girl I knew from Girls Inc. she use to have the teacher, but her mother and the teacher got into a fight. The girl got last chair. I got 13th. We didn't know what we were going to play. We had the A flat, F, and Cromatic. The 3 I know least of all. Then 2 hard peices of sight reading. Both of them were in F. One of the ones I hate most of all. The one I hate of all is Cromatic, but that one can't be put into a song. Thank God for that. A student who never plays and is a grade below me got like 7th chair. Surpise, surpise she was one of the lady's students. Its over now. Time to put that in the past. Now just listening to good music.

Bland Clinic>Advanced Mathematics

2011-11-17T12:16:00.000-09:00

Tomorrow I have to leave school early for the clinic. My band director asked me play with the concert band. I'm excited they are playing some really good tunes. Today in Language Arts my teacher is making us rewrite our WriteScore papers. The prompt was to choose someone to trade places with and why. I choose Mamw. Its almost been a year. My teacher loved it, I think. The beginning was,"We have nothing to fear, but fear its self," Franklin Roosevelt. Betty Sue Garland, to most people that name means nothing, but not to me. She was said to be the perfect Christian woman. I would anything to let her grace this Earth one more time, even if just for a day. That was all I wrote. As the days go on I miss her more.

Band Clinic

2011-11-15T16:26:00.000-09:00

Its finially Tuesday. I hate Mondays. Yesterday I fount out I was excepted into a local Band Clinic. I'm excited. I had to write a frount page essay in Social Studies. It was on the Causes and Effects of Early Civilization. I made a cake. I have been into piping latly. I got icing dies. It is bright blue with purple and yellow pipping. It is marble swirl. Listening to music...like always.

Bye Bye Cabin

2011-11-13T15:58:00.000-09:00

We left the cabin about 10 am this morning. Today is Sunday. I spend the rest of the day inside. I went to First Baptist and I was learning sign language to a song. Nothing against the church, person, or anything. I just think it is somthing I don't want to do. I can home and started learning my next words in signing. Listening to Lips of an Angel by Hinder. Its almost 8 pm. About to retire to my bedroom. Tired. Going to watch Once Apon A Time later. Night.

Apple Breakfeast

2011-11-12T06:38:00.000-09:00

At the cabin. It is nice. Horrible drive up. It has a hot tube. It is nice. At an apple orchard. The conne ting resturant is apple themed. It is awesome. In a great mood. Today is going to be a great day

End Result

2011-11-11T12:07:00.000-09:00

Back home. Everything went well. Both concerts went great. The loading the chairs into the band room is what made me kinda angry. Tired. Daniel was scared about doing Taps. He messed up at the first one, but the second one was better. Its was fun. When mom picked me up she said we are spending the weedend in a cabin. Great. I need at little time away. Hopefully to clear my head. Need to relax. Hope everything goes well. Hope the weekend last a long time.

Bagels=yum!

2011-11-11T03:21:00.000-09:00

Got up and got dressed. I look great, I think. Now eating at a wonderful place. So good. Still nervous. Hope everything goes well

Late Night Farewells

2011-11-10T17:32:00.000-09:00

Changed the blog around a bit more. I will play around with some of the settings until I get it just right. For now I think its good. Going to go abandon my wonderful computer for now. Make more desiesion when I have a clear head. Can't wait until tomorrow is over with. With a warm good bye. I abandon you for the company of my family.

Tomorrow's Big Day

2011-11-10T16:59:00.000-09:00

Tomorrow is the Veterans's day program. Excited, nervous, and wondering if I'm ready. Today was good. We had a sub in Algebra 1 and Advanced Mathematics. Test in science. Really hope I did good. I feel very confident in the material. Almost 9pm. Soon will have to go to bed. Want to be well rested for tomorrow. I finished my book the Wizard Heir. It ended better than I had hoped. Heared there is another book. Hope school libray has it. Its almost been a year. This time last year she was getting sicker. Soon it will be here. It will be on a Thursday. Exactly 4 weeks. Wish she was here everyday. Everytime I crochet I think of her. She is the one who got me started. Without her I wouldn't be able to make what I can now. I also just relised its been a week. A week sense I became one of God's childern. Last night me and dad went to get a new bible. Got one and also got a new necklace charm. My bible has my name on it. Just like the old one. This one is purple and black. I am going to go to bed. Wait until restlessness over takes me. Then I shall drift off to the land of dreams until the hoard alarm shall ring.